My name is Mia or that’s what you will call me,
When I grew up I faced a lot of things that a normal teenager shouldn’t. My mom was A alcoholic still is but she is trying harder now I guess, my dad always left when mom got drunk leaving us children alone with her and he still does that some times besides he has anger issues but it getting better.
My brother hated me, I know that thay say that kids always do but this is different , he harassed me with calling my boyfriend’s gay and always trying to make me feel that all I did was wrong, today we normally don’t speak I can´t be in the same room like him alone and if we are I most of the time decide to be just quiet, the worse part about it is that he always thinks he is better than everyone else and even if he now is a grown man he’s harassments still goes on and now not only towards me but I´m the only one who will talk and speak openly about it and try to say no.
My other brother is just quiet he always has been I guess he is the only one in my family that has done nothing to harm me but we are still not very close.
I don’t feel that my family is just that they are more like people I have to hang out with but sometimes it can be fun but a lot of the times things get too much for me to handel.
I am now 23 years old but most people that do know me would probably say I’m something in between 85 and 10 because my best friend is my grandmother but I love to collect dolls and things like that.
I am a weird person I get that but that is what happens when your just being honest and doing what you like.
And to the last thing , I have always known that I’m sick but all the other things that happens all around me have made me push it aside and just never deal with it this have made me what I am today I´m a lonely boring person who believes that people are just pure evil and I choose to always be the better person in the ways I see work for me.
No one have ever believed in my sickness but I know it, I feel it and I will eventually prove it and get better.
I can tell you so much more but I guess you just have to read the blog or I have to write a book
Please read it, prove to me that the world is not just evil by just show your interest in this blog because one day I will give the world a gift and maybe make it a better place for people like me.
